amiin

setelah membaca beberapa tulisan dari orang yang tidak aku kenal sama sekali, aku mengambil satu kesimpulan yang menarik, walau kesimpulan ini adalah keinginan lama yang tapi akhirnya hanya jadi bagian angan2 yang gak kesampaian saja..

menulis,

ya menulis lagi, seperti dulu aku waktu masih di SMA, binder isinya tulisan dan catatan apapun, yang ada di dalam kepala dan ingin aku keluarkan semua.. ya mungkin bisa dibilang hanya sebagai bentuk lain ekspresiku yang tertahan.

setelah dirasa memang sejak berhenti menulis, sekarang yang kusadari adalah aku menjadi sosok yang sangaaat-sangat tertutup, sehingga terkadang bersikap kekanak-kanakan yang.. ya begitulah aku gak perlu menuliskan semuanya lengkap. tapi semoga saja, aku bisa kembali menulis lagi. :)

tinggal beli notes kecil hanya untuk reminder, dan blog untuk finishing nya..

Austin Hartley-Leonard & Kendall Jane Meade - In My Sleep

Sunday, dark has turned to grey
The stars have made their way
I raise my glass
And part my lips
Tend to many deep
The only time I see you is in my sleep

Sunday, get up on my way
I think Ill be okay
for a while
I know you
were never mine to keep
But I know that Ill see you in my sleep

But time has been unkind
and kept me far from you.
But I know you will be
holding me
in my sleep.

Ive been hanging on,
scraping by all my life.
And I know you will be
holding me
in my sleep.

Ive been hanging on,
scraping by all my life.

And I know Ill miss you.
Ill always miss you.
But I know Ill see you
in my sleep.

I know Ill miss you.
Ill always miss you.
But I know Ill see you
in my sleep.

bukan pantun

kapan terakhir kali ku menuliskannya?

tentang kisah yang kurasa bahagia, daripada yang sedih adanya

walau memang banyak cerita yang ingin ku bagi

tapi yasudahlah, lewat aja dulu biar kucoba ceritakan nanti

*suer, pengen nulis tapi gak ngerti gimana cara menceritakannya*

A Friend's Song

Little girl so jaded
You've been played, treated like a puppet
How long will you walk that broken lane
Just a minute more you'll be left insane

Little girl living in a nightmare
Can't see outside the sun is shining bright
Does you father beat you up 'til you can't speak?
And you're mother drinks a lot 'til she is weak

Life seems over, and you have nothing more
And you're about to let it all go

Chorus:
Stand up!
Stand your ground right
Don't give up!
Everything is gonna be all right
Just think tomorrow will be a better day
And stand up, you know you'll be okay

Young man you're blinded
You were cast away, your lover doesn't wanna stay
Do you really think you can keep your cool
When your lady only treats you like a tool?

Young man, trying to make amends
You come to her with flowers in your hands
Do you really think that you should make a sacrifice
For a girl that kissed another guy in front of your eyes?

Your heart is shattered, you don't wanna love again
And you're falling down on your knees

Lyrics by Arifah Rahmi

Music by Zul Ramadhani, Arifah Rahmi

Taken from Somewhere

No matter how ugly you think you are, there's always someone out there who thinks you're beautiful. No matter how shit and worthless you feel, there's someone out there who you mean the world to. No matter how many flaws you have, to one person you are perfect. No matter how much you think love is bullshit and there's no one that loves you, there is. There's someone who's waiting for the perfect chance to tell you. Someone who's always there for you. Someone who loves you even more than you love yourself. So don't give up hope. You'll find them, one day.

untitled

this isn't the peak

but i'm starting to lose control of myself

i'm going to give up, but that's impossible

hell, this distance is starting to wear me down