pieces

damn! it's a hell for me when i being mellow
really, watching my LCD screen and daydreaming about something that i really don't like to talk about and many things inside it.

feels like i'm missing something
losing pieces by pieces inside my head
something that i couldn't see,
but something that i once feel.

or am i just wondering?
about what is going on around me
while my eyes watching another spaces
vacant spaces..

i believe it's just me
ya, it's just another boring trick because of loneliness..

Dream Theater - Wither

Let it out, let it out
Fill the empty space
So insecure
Find the words
And let it out

Staring down, staring down
Nothing comes to mind
Find the place
Turn the water into wine

bread jam-bread

*cough*
ahh finally i have something to do during this holiday. well, though this activity is only running for a week, but it's quite help me a little bit to lift up my spirit (ya, after i lost my spirit to life). the activity that i do it from this day until friday is baking in bakery school! ahia hiahiak (ketawanya si guffy).

ya ya don't gimme any comments, i know this is kind of weird activities to fill the holiday, but i really wanna know about "how the hell could happen? starting from a little dough into bread?!" ya, that question somehow really annoyed me a lot, so i ask to my father if he would gimme permit to attend the basic in making bakery class. yes, and finally my father allowed me to go! ahem