apart from laughing

I never mean to do that
It's just me got tired..
tired to endure everything that came to my life
may i ask you for a bit understanding?

It's been a long time I'm not crying..
It's been a long time I'm not complaining this much..
I know I'm weak..
But i don't know, when this world will give me a break?

Dashboard Confessional - Alter The Ending

I know that yesterday is gone and it won't come back to me
But I miss it after all it never really lasts as long as we meant for it to be
There'll be twists and turns, they're pulling us and tearing to the seams
But I'll meet you where we started once again, cause I miss you

take me away~

aku perlu berlatih banyak dalam bertanggung jawab.
ya, keliatannya mudah memang. tapi kalo gak dimulai dari sekarang, kebayangkah jika nanti pas udah tua gak mampu bertanggung jawab? Naudzubillah, ga mau kek gitu lah saya.

oke, ketakutan ini bermula sejak adanya komputer dirumah. pikiranku running-nya ke gamee mulu. nothing else.