Taylor Swift - Back to December

I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life, tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier then ever.
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why.

Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night,
And I go back to December all the time.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving,
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
Realized that I loved you in the fall.
Then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind.
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye.

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night.
And I go back to December all the time.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind.
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right,
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry.
Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right.

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand.

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night,
And I go back to December.
Turns out freedom aint nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December turn around and make it alright.
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind.
I go back to December all the time.

All the time

Dashboard Confessional - Even Now

Even now I can smell your clothes
Freshly from the wash
Still hot from the dryer

Even now I can smell your skin
To wrap you in a towel
Lay you on the bed
And try to love you

Even now I can feel your arms
I can feel your breast
I can hear your songs
And I always can find you again

Even now I can feel your hand
Gently over mine
With almost no weight at all

Even now I can feel your eyes
Watch me as I strum
Much too late at night

Even now I can see you smile
I can hear you hum
I can hear you sing
And I always can find you again

Even in the dark of night
Even in the lowest light
Even as the world outside
Is spinning, and spinning

Even now I can feel your hair
Blow across my cheek
As we sit in one of two chairs

Even now I can feel your face
Resting on my chest
Wrestling for sleep
And failing at it

Even now I can see you sleep
I can see the dream
I can see you fly
And I always can find you again
And I always can find you again
And I always can find you again

No I'm Not Dreaming With a Broken Heart

ah well okay, it's been a long time i didn't listen to John Mayer's voice. I used to listen to his songs, but since I prefer to spent my time with my friends, so i have no time to listen to his songs and even musics, yes, this kind of real life is what i've been missed for a long time and now finally i got it back.

It's night already and it will be nice to listen an easy-listening music. Well i'm not really in the mood to share a story, because.. i don't know, i just wont do it.

So here it is, a song from John Mayer, Dreaming With a Broken Heart

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll out of bed and down on your knees
And for a moment you can hardly breathe
Wondering was she really here?
Is she standing in my room?
No she's not
'Cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you in with her crying eyes
Then all at once you have to say goodbye
Wondering could you stay my love?
Will you wake up by my side?
No she can't
'Cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone

Now do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Now do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my, roses in my hand?
Would you get them if I did?
No you won't
'Cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part..

Austin Hartley-Leonard & Kendall Jane Meade - In My Sleep

Sunday, dark has turned to grey
The stars have made their way
I raise my glass
And part my lips
Tend to many deep
The only time I see you is in my sleep

Sunday, get up on my way
I think Ill be okay
for a while
I know you
were never mine to keep
But I know that Ill see you in my sleep

But time has been unkind
and kept me far from you.
But I know you will be
holding me
in my sleep.

Ive been hanging on,
scraping by all my life.
And I know you will be
holding me
in my sleep.

Ive been hanging on,
scraping by all my life.

And I know Ill miss you.
Ill always miss you.
But I know Ill see you
in my sleep.

I know Ill miss you.
Ill always miss you.
But I know Ill see you
in my sleep.

A Friend's Song

Little girl so jaded
You've been played, treated like a puppet
How long will you walk that broken lane
Just a minute more you'll be left insane

Little girl living in a nightmare
Can't see outside the sun is shining bright
Does you father beat you up 'til you can't speak?
And you're mother drinks a lot 'til she is weak

Life seems over, and you have nothing more
And you're about to let it all go

Chorus:
Stand up!
Stand your ground right
Don't give up!
Everything is gonna be all right
Just think tomorrow will be a better day
And stand up, you know you'll be okay

Young man you're blinded
You were cast away, your lover doesn't wanna stay
Do you really think you can keep your cool
When your lady only treats you like a tool?

Young man, trying to make amends
You come to her with flowers in your hands
Do you really think that you should make a sacrifice
For a girl that kissed another guy in front of your eyes?

Your heart is shattered, you don't wanna love again
And you're falling down on your knees

Lyrics by Arifah Rahmi

Music by Zul Ramadhani, Arifah Rahmi

Dream Theater - Wither

Let it out, let it out
Fill the empty space
So insecure
Find the words
And let it out

Staring down, staring down
Nothing comes to mind
Find the place
Turn the water into wine

Dashboard Confessional - Alter The Ending

I know that yesterday is gone and it won't come back to me
But I miss it after all it never really lasts as long as we meant for it to be
There'll be twists and turns, they're pulling us and tearing to the seams
But I'll meet you where we started once again, cause I miss you

Steelheart - Mama Don't You Cry

I fight the tears since you've been gone
And I stand in fear, can I make it on my own
Without your love to guide me thru my life
It's so cold at night without you here
And those gentle arms that held me close and dear
Oh we're all the same, we all live and die
You'll always be in my heart, oh Mama don't you cry
You'll always live in my dreams, oh Mama don't you cry
Every night when I close my eyes
I see a light and shadows of your face
It's always there like an angel over me
So many frozen years hangin' on my wall
A thousand words, I can hear them call
Oh I tried so hard but I could never say goodbye
You'll always be in my heart, oh Mama don't you cry
You'll always live in my dreams, oh Mama don't you cry
No one can kiss away the pain like you
No one like Mama, no one like you
(Solo)
You'll always be in my heart, oh Mama don't you cry
You'll always live in my dreams, oh Mama don't you cry
(You'll always be in my heart, oh Mama don't you cry - don't you cry)
(You'll always live in my dreams) in my dreams (Oh Mama don't you cry)
Oh Mama don't you cry


..a song for mama, don't you cry :)
*well, but this song was made me cry! /sob*