No I'm Not Dreaming With a Broken Heart

ah well okay, it's been a long time i didn't listen to John Mayer's voice. I used to listen to his songs, but since I prefer to spent my time with my friends, so i have no time to listen to his songs and even musics, yes, this kind of real life is what i've been missed for a long time and now finally i got it back.

It's night already and it will be nice to listen an easy-listening music. Well i'm not really in the mood to share a story, because.. i don't know, i just wont do it.

So here it is, a song from John Mayer, Dreaming With a Broken Heart

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll out of bed and down on your knees
And for a moment you can hardly breathe
Wondering was she really here?
Is she standing in my room?
No she's not
'Cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you in with her crying eyes
Then all at once you have to say goodbye
Wondering could you stay my love?
Will you wake up by my side?
No she can't
'Cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone

Now do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Now do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my, roses in my hand?
Would you get them if I did?
No you won't
'Cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part..

Bosan (dengan apa?)

udah beberapa kali belakangan ini aku kepengen nulis di blog. cuman entah kenapa ujung2nya setelah nulis separuh kurang lebih banyak, akhirnya tulisan itu cuman jadi draft dan setelah beberapa hari kemudian saya remove.

oke, ini sindrom yang sama sedari dulu saya punya blog. setelah sekian lama punya blog, tengah2nya selalu bosen. walaupun emang isinya gak pernah jelas dan pada akhirnya bosenan juga, yang aku akuin dari blog adalah satu: blog itu teman untuk bercerita yang sangat baik, yang gak pernah ngeluh ataupun ngecuekin (ya walau kalo internet lagi putus, doi langsung gak mau dibuka dalemannya *haiah).

dann akhirnya aku memutuskan, iya kita putus! nggaklah, maksudnya memutuskan untuk mencoba dan menekuni satu hal saja yang menurut aku worth. meskipun gak banget dan gak ada timbal baliknya, paling tidak gak menyusahkan aku dengan segala macam urusan beribet lainnya. ya, yaitu membuat blog ini isinya menjadi baru. kebetulan aku ada banyak resep makanan yang udah di uji coba dan di buat dan rasanya gak usah di tanya, kemungkinan aku besok2 mau nulisin resep2 aja dulu. untuk cerita2 pribadi, di pending. aku lagi males nulis cerita2, sejujurnya sih karena emang aku gak tau kalo mau cerita itu harus kayak gimana awalnya. tapiiiiii ya itulah, sementara aku nyoba nulis yang lain dulu.

semoga blog ini paling gak worth juga untuk dikunjungi selanjutnya. amin

deeeh

home

i am lost

in the place where i belong

i am lost

i know i should be strong..

where am i?

in the same place? yup

same faces? yup

same person? no!

i really lost in the place where i belong

i really lost when no one help me to be strong