Dashboard Confessional - Even Now

Even now I can smell your clothes
Freshly from the wash
Still hot from the dryer

Even now I can smell your skin
To wrap you in a towel
Lay you on the bed
And try to love you

Even now I can feel your arms
I can feel your breast
I can hear your songs
And I always can find you again

Even now I can feel your hand
Gently over mine
With almost no weight at all

Even now I can feel your eyes
Watch me as I strum
Much too late at night

Even now I can see you smile
I can hear you hum
I can hear you sing
And I always can find you again

Even in the dark of night
Even in the lowest light
Even as the world outside
Is spinning, and spinning

Even now I can feel your hair
Blow across my cheek
As we sit in one of two chairs

Even now I can feel your face
Resting on my chest
Wrestling for sleep
And failing at it

Even now I can see you sleep
I can see the dream
I can see you fly
And I always can find you again
And I always can find you again
And I always can find you again

hari ini, PAW-NAS!

And I never thought that I’m so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long
But when love comes it can’t be wrong
Don’t ever give up just try and try to get what you want
Cause love will find the way….

Mengalun pelan suara merdu dari Endah bersama petikan bass-nya si Rhesa, yah cukup lah buat menjadi soundtrack lagu siang-siang yang panasnya kayak gini. Hey ngomong-ngomong sekarang aku udah liburan lho, lumayan lama sampai nanti agustus (yang dimana saat itu adalah waktunya puasa dan semoga musim kemarau lagi capek berada di surabaya). Iya, sampai agustus! asik kan? untuk beberapa hal mungkin terdengar asik, tapi seringnya (buat aku) kondisi seperti ini yang bikin hidupku makin gak produktif, prokrastinasi-nya mulai muncul dan makin lekat sama badan. parah!

dan kebetulan 2 hari belakangan ini aku lagi disibukan oleh kegiatan angkut mengangkut barang buat studio musik yang Alhamdulillah setelah 2 bulan lebih jadi juga akhirnya. seneng deh, sekarang kan lagi masuk masa trial studio buat ngecek trial & error, jadi isinya suruh mainn mulu disana! serasa punya studio pribadi lahh :D tapi tetep, bagaimanapun itu harus jadi mesin uang untuk masa depan keluarga.

aduh gak tau lagi deh, gara2 panas nih jadi bawaannya pengen loncat ke kasur muluu, saking gerahnya jadi makin tambah pol malesnya (EYD berantakan).

oke, selamat berdingin-dingin ria yang lagi kedinginan.

dan buat seluruh warga Surabaya, time for sunbathing!

No I'm Not Dreaming With a Broken Heart

ah well okay, it's been a long time i didn't listen to John Mayer's voice. I used to listen to his songs, but since I prefer to spent my time with my friends, so i have no time to listen to his songs and even musics, yes, this kind of real life is what i've been missed for a long time and now finally i got it back.

It's night already and it will be nice to listen an easy-listening music. Well i'm not really in the mood to share a story, because.. i don't know, i just wont do it.

So here it is, a song from John Mayer, Dreaming With a Broken Heart

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll out of bed and down on your knees
And for a moment you can hardly breathe
Wondering was she really here?
Is she standing in my room?
No she's not
'Cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you in with her crying eyes
Then all at once you have to say goodbye
Wondering could you stay my love?
Will you wake up by my side?
No she can't
'Cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone

Now do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Now do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my, roses in my hand?
Would you get them if I did?
No you won't
'Cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part..