same old song

i used to dream about having a great job so that i could make myself, family and people around me happy or at least proud of me. nah, the problem is on the process. i know i know, dream isn't something that you usually reach it like you turn papers on your book. but, this is about me, about me who choose to ruin everything, to break every dream so later i could regret it.

well, life is fair, isn't it?
life gave you a freedom, you may choose in so many different ways to live your life.

but fuck-my-life, really.
how come i choose of being such a lazy-ass and accept every fact that i lived as a jerk?

laler menclok di rel laler menclok di ler laler menclok di rel

kebanyakan rencana itu seperti orang yang.. kebanyakan rencana. iya gitu, nyambung kan? ribet ya di artiinnya? ya itu, maksudnya orang kebanyakan rencana itu mesti ribet. terkadang realis tapi gak bisa menjadikan momen harapan menjadi kenyataan.

ya segitu aja gambaran tentang kepribadian saya belakangan ini. maklum, akibat liburan seminggu dan kurang kerjaan, akhirnya malah banyak nganggur dan ngelamun dan kalo udah gitu inspirasi seringnya dateng dan.. eits! bukan inspirasi, seringnya daydreaming ngimpi ngayal dan mepet2 itu lah. salah? seharusnya nggak dan bisa saja iya, aku salah. *bentar ngambil minum dulu*

oke kembali lagi,

dan sekian curhatan #random yang jelas ini.

sampai jumpa di episode selanjutye! ;)

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*sigh*

image credits to Radiomaru (Flickr)