blowing my head off

well, lately there's many things disturbed me. feels like you have something to do, important things to do, but you are now stuck and can't go anywhere and even you can't do anything. blank, it's suddenly *poof* from your head when you were going to start thinking about it. absentmindedly thinking of nothing, no directions or whatever. and see? even i'm blabbering and making no sense here.

am i just bored here? no, i don't think i'm bored with my life in here. or maybe i just need an extra time for refreshing? IMO, i don't. then what? skip it, i'm not going to find the answer tho.

maybe i need to off to my bed right now. sleeping somehow could make you feel better uh and it will much much better if you had a nice dream! *asa!*

and, good night Surabaya. :)

gangguan jiwa?

heah, aku ampe lupa deh kalo aku punya blog yang di posting pertamanya aku janjiin ga bakal aku apus dan aku tinggalin. haha tapi ya maaf, hidup belakangan ini memang kejam. bawaannya bikin ngantuk dan lapar! eh maksudnya bikin suntuk dan tegar :) Alhamdulillah kemaren sempet jalan2 bareng2 sama temen2 satu angkatan ke singapur dan tetangganya. aku bela2in untuk ga beli perangkat komputer or whatever yang biasanya bikin mata dan tanganku gatel hanya untuk beli lomo! ya akhirnya kebeli juga itu kamera yang dari dulu aku idam2kan! ga sampe ngidam si benernya.. pas pertama beli aku gak ngerti kudu diapain ini kamera, secara ini kamera manual yang oh gawd, i don't know what was the last time i used those kind of camera! setelah baca buku petunjuk pemakaiannya pun akhirnya aku mendapat pencerahan yang cukup memberi banyak arti untuk umat manusia: "If you want to use the flash, don't forget to put the battery". ya, aku cmn tau itu aja, flash nyala klo ada batere.
tapi gmn cara njepretnya?