Sunday, February 21, 2010

blowing my head off

well, lately there's many things disturbed me. feels like you have something to do, important things to do, but you are now stuck and can't go anywhere and even you can't do anything. blank, it's suddenly *poof* from your head when you were going to start thinking about it. absentmindedly thinking of nothing, no directions or whatever. and see? even i'm blabbering and making no sense here.

am i just bored here? no, i don't think i'm bored with my life in here. or maybe i just need an extra time for refreshing? IMO, i don't. then what? skip it, i'm not going to find the answer tho.

maybe i need to off to my bed right now. sleeping somehow could make you feel better uh and it will much much better if you had a nice dream! *asa!*

and, good night Surabaya. :)

Monday, February 15, 2010

untitled

..harus ya? untuk selalu siap akan hal terburuk jika sesuatu berjalan dengan sangat tidak sesuai harapan? salahkah jika amarah mudah terpancing karena hal-hal seperti ini? bukan aku tidak suka untuk membicarakannya, tetapi aku hanya tidak suka bagaimana caranya cerita itu diungkit kembali ke permukaan..

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

take me out!

what am i doing?
well, can't stop asking it since this is the last weeks of my holiday. ya, next week i must doing the activities that i love and hate much, college. well, i'm not going to whine again about that, since i happy with my classmates which is probably going to blow the class into the pieces because some of them are craziest person in '09 generations. not only the boys, the girls were so damn crazy too.

so i don't have to be afraid getting bored in the class uh? i wish. but lately, i don't know, this no-life activities during holiday is really affecting my brain. not a brainwashed, but a brain-less! look at me! now I'm turning into zombie and walking around the town and i have no directions, graaaahhhh i'll eat yours! yes, I NEED TO DO SOMETHIIIIING BEFORE GOING TO CAMPUS AGAAIIIIINNNN! do anything or do something that could charge my spirit so i have a (quite) spirit to go to campus again.

any suggestions?

nahhh i'm blabbering about my holiday again. shut it down please!